16: Here It Comes

I posted earlier about my friend Carrie who passed away .. I got sick on Monday with an infection that took a lot out of me... It also took my mind off of my issues that I was hit with Sunday... Today it hit me like a ton of bricks. Anger sweeps over me, realization at how fleeting life is, anxiety about going home so soon, life. Then comes the moment where you are grasping for something to hold on to.. Something solid... Then I remember... I'm standing on the solid rock... Not the sand... All I gotta do is reach out and God will hold me so close. So thankful for that at this moment...